sometimez certain thingz get you thinking about other thingz

im so happy, lifez great. im starting driverz training next summer, so then i can get around all by myself, and i am starting to gain independence, i love it. im with an amazing guy, vladimir torres-abrego, i am getting by in school, im starting to thin out, im looking for a job so i can pay for my own car, that way i can honestly say that i earned everything i needed, without the assistance of my mother, or my in-decisive father. and i cant wait till i start driveing, i will do my best never to be in my house, and i will try to be with vladimir whenever i get the chance. and then i can get a small apartment and move in with vladimir. thatz how my life will go. or at least that the way i want it to go, then i will go off and have kidz, possibly get married, and just see where life takez me, i am completely loveing life, and someone today tolled me that being grown up iznt alwayz az fun az it soundz, and i totally get that when i get older, i have to pay billz and find babysitterz and everything else. I LOVE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. i just wish me and vladimir could grow up already.