iz it normal to...................

iz it normal to worry? iz it normal to stay up all night and wonder? iz it normal to cry because you miss the sound of hiz voice? yesturday vladimir and i had a nice conversation over the phone like alwayz....and i waz goin to have him call me back around 3:30 and then he waz gonna come over and hang out, but he never called. i called him about.....3 or 4 tmz and then after tht i called and hiz grandma answered "beuno" "iz vladimir there?" "no he'z at hiz grandpa'z laundry matt today"...."okay, bye" "bye" 2 hourz after tht i had my little brother call and ask fr him, but he messed with the phone cord and the call waz dropped. i stopped calling after i called again and irene (hiz sister) picked up. "iz vladimir there?" "i have no idea" "okay" "okay" then the line went dead. itz been about......4 hourz since the last time i got to hear vladimirz voice. and im goin insane. i have no idea whatz going on with him and what hez doin. i know hez not cheating on me because he iz a faithful and trustworthy boyfriend and i loce him with all that iz my heart. deal with it. but i cant help but to thnk "what if he got hurt" or "wht if he got himself in more trouble" it makez me sad tht i havent heard hiz voice all day but i think itz okay, because i knw he iz useing hiz mind, nd he iz thinking bout me...i hope he'z thinkin bout me ayway, who knowz.....i'll let ya know 2maro

white people & mexicanz lol

ive noiced that vladimirz family (the 1'z i know anyway) all favor white people! haha, emmanuel, iz dateing a white girl, vladimirz dateing me, im white, kayla iz dateing a white boy, jaime gt a white girl pregnant and had a kid, wooooww, i just noticed that, i have a feeling that their family dnt care about what color the kidz'z bf'z or gf'z are, which iz a good thing. so i guess hiz family iz a lil more acceptive than i thought, i still dnt think hiz momz gonna like me because im....me. i dnt know how to speak spanish. i cnt undrstand spanish, and im not very...outspoken. i dnt yell at vlad 4 anything, and i treat him right. i love my papi with all my heart, itz amazig to think bout how someone az awesome az vladimir could possibly love a wierd girl like me, but he sayz he lovez me and i believe him, because i love him to.

family

family iz a hard thing for me to talk about, i dont really get along with most of my dadz family because i dont talk to him. im terrified to get to know vladimirz mom, i dont want to say or do something stupid and then have her hate me. trust me, ive been on the badside of a boyfriendz mother befor, and it suckz because she wont like me. she scarez me, almost everytime im on the phone with my papi, shez either yelling and screaming or being silly. itz really interesting. im afraid of her, and im sure that i have nothing to worry about, im sure shez nice when she wantz to be, and im sure that se'll like me. but herez the thing, ive been "sure" anout thingz in the past, and ive been wrong about almost evey1. i swear to god she scarez me. and im trying to get to know hiz cousinz and auntz and unclez and az much of hiz family as i can. i met hiz cousin isabelle and she waz nice, she seemz like a godd persn and shez funny, and she thinkz that me and vladimir are addorable. haha, and shez beautiful, shez got that "abrego" noze, apparently itz a family thing haha, i know hiz cousin emmanuel, hez a friend type-a-thing and then i kinda sorta know hiz brother. and i think that they like me so far so, i havet really done anything to get on their bad side i dont think anyway